Sunday August 05, 2012 4:40am
I guess because it is now considered the next day, yep the 5th, it is the one year and a half anniversary between my boyfriend and I. Gosh I bet I’ll have to randomly bring it up in order to remind him. .__. (I know, you’d think he’d remember, but we don’t really discuss it at all and I know it’s not another full year yet, but still). It’s currently long distance, there’s not really anything for us to do. Besides I hope he gets a chance to call. I’m not sure why he didn’t call yesterday, all I know is he was working. Saving up to come here aaah. I wish he was here in Vegas so we could have been together specifically today. Also I’ve been wondering lately, what do girls even get as presents for guys? I’m gonna suck at this. Would we even be able to give presents to each other without my family wondering, “who’s that for? where did you get that from?” Aha, I know I’ll have to open up to them about him soon. I told him he should come to my house at least once. So I’d be introducing him at least, definitely. Then he also said he might get an iPhone soon, so we could face-time all the time. It sounds nice, but I couldn’t help but to suddenly wonder to myself, “oh mah gah, he’ll call at random times that I might not look pretty, it’s not like I’ll deny his call just to put make up on first.” It’s okay. I know he’ll have to see my no make up face one day. q:
Aaah, I just saw Bubzbeauty’s video about her engagement. It’s as if I’ve been seeing videos like that lately. I can’t help but think and hope that it will be him and I like that one day. He always asks me, “will you marry me?” and it gives me butterflies and a smile on my face…. but one day the legit question will come to me and I swear I’ll burst out crying. Y’know, I’ve never been one of those girls to always be looking forward to finding the right guy and marriage and mushy gushy love. but my feelings… I don’t even know! ah!
There’s nothing else on my mind besides him right now. I’ll be going to bed now writing something to him and continuing the list of to-do with him in my notes on my phone. eh heh. heh. [in a loving mood right now eh?] Hey, I’m surprised I cleaned up that pile of clothes on my bed real quick. goodniiiight (morning?)Posted 10 months ago with 1 note .